Laurellyn's Dear Diary

Index
May 29, 2019
Dear Diary, My goal today is to be mindful on everything, but what is my norm. I listened to some great podcasts yesterday and it awakened me to some things. When your life has become so usual or predictable, you might be headed towards burnout or
May 29
May 27, 2019
Dear Diary,  To all veterans...thank you. My flesh and blood has served. I've been ever so thankful, that they never was in precarious situations...but many have. There are many that won't be unscathed by protecting our country. They make the choice
May 27
May 26, 2019
Dear Diary, So yesterday I spilled out my hurt over my Granddaughter. I left out a lifetime...granted. A huge portion of my life has been trying to do the best I can in raising this girl. I know, my husband and I, have done sooo many good things fo
May 26
May 25, 2019
Dear Diary, I can't put certain things on FB....like my true, blue feelings. After awhile they may send the paddy wagon, along with a straight jacket. I'm a Grandmother who was put in the position of raising a Granddaughter. When I tell you I was m
May 25
April 19, 2019
Dear Diary, How many times have I started "AGAIN"! LOL Well, here we go again. Today is the 1st day of the rest of my life! I've been trying to live my life in such a way that I felt like a Contestant on "Naked and Afraid"! Just drop me in the Amazon
Apr 19
April 16, 2019 I spent years trying to save you, trying to keep our family together. I tried to force a bond between you and our son because I thought that maybe, just maybe, you could love him a little more than the drugs. You didn’t One day he will ask me questions about you. All I know is I won’t lie and I won’t apologize for you. Because the truth is, you made your choice and I made mine. You chose drugs. I chose my son and I choose him every single day.
Apr 17