Commit2memory's Dear Diary

Somedays you just need someone to hug you like you're their child. Most times we stand alone to show how strong we are. We are not strong enough. I feel so alone and all I want is a true meaningful hug.

I had a dream that I didn't want to end. I kept thinking of what I wanted to happen next. I wanted her to fall in love with me. I wanted her to pick me. When she forgave me, I gave her all I had.  In real life I want my alone time but I need to consi

I'm feeling less and less like myself. Feeling more depressed. More alone. I feel that I am outside my body. Feeling more distant everyday.  Dealing with my health is a daily struggle. I have Crohn's disease and joint pain. Not knowing how I feel fee