While under spiritual attack, my husband threw out all of my spiritual supplies, making it harder to fight the person spiritually attacking us. He also threw out all of my CDs, DVDs, clothes, and shoes. I called the police. Basically they said someting about community property. They also told me to go to civil court. I did. We have a court case coming up in October. I can't wait.

I can only sue him for $10,000. My stuff and the sentimental value of my items cost way more than $10,000. I'll never be able to replace many of those items because they are no longer for sale.

He tossed my stuff because I removed the shot guns from the house and took them to the police station to hold. I did this because, while under spiritual attack, he cocked a shot gun behind me while I was asleep on the couch with my dog. The sound of the shot gun cocking and my dog woke me up at the same time. In a sleepy haze I saw him from my peripheral vision. Then my dog got in my face and distracted me. When I looked to find him he was gone. I asked him if he did that and he said, "no." Of course he said no. But I know what I saw and I know what my dog did.

Being under spiritual attack is one issue another is my husband is showing signs of dementia. He won't go to the doctor. The police and his doctor won't force him to get a proper diagnoses. Right now I am living with a mad man on many levels.

I can change and save my marriage. Should I? Should I continue to cleanse and work on us or should I let the marriage go because of the things he did while under spiritual attack? If I let things go then the bitch who attacked us wins. Do I want her to win? Will I be able to look past this shit?

Solo's Dear Diary