April 20, 2026

Dear Diary,

Today I am super very sick, and not even just faking it so I don't have to deal with life. Truly truly sick. I have a bad cough. I think my friend/ex gave it to me lol but we teased each other about it a bit. I made it a few periods into the day before bailing and having to head home. I know I have so much work to do but I am actively dying lol.

Every time I cough I feel like I'm trying to regurgitate shards of glass. Everything hurts and stuff. I cant breath which sucks a lot.

I'm grateful to be home now and not at school as I have little to no motivation to be there on a regular day, much less when I am painfully sick and cough to the point I feel Ill pass out.

Last 6 weeks I made all A+ on my report card despite missing two consecutive weeks of school, so, what is it even for lmao.