April 13, 2026

I feel every sentence here, because kinda the same happened to me last summer in a way that deeply impacted and still impacts me, as it also was my main social environment..and being defined like that over something intimate and personal as illnesses...yeah. Tbh when I first read this here, I first thought I wrote it, cause I used to sleepwalk on my phone..but my personal story goes a but different ofc..so I knew. But I thought I was the only one going through something like this. Tho my outcasting was a bit different and more final and over the informal groupleader, an older guy, overstepping my boundaries in dms when trying to help me with my psychology in a tough love way and then not accepting my critique at his behaviour and framing me and then outcasting. I dont know your situation ofc..but please eatch out for yourself, and try to do stuff that you just like for yourself, that you feel could be little anchors in your every day life, when the group was your anchor..I get you also on struggling with finding friends like that (trust issues)... it's tough..so maybe start slow again somewhere where you dont have to push yourself so much...a gaming community or so maybe..find other anchor points and reflect maybe on how those people in the group made you feel, how you feel they treated you..if they really saw you..I dont know you or your situation tho ofc..so I just wanted to say, I see you there, I know the wound..I do. So...thank you for sharing this...take care..as best as you can

good luck ^^