April 12, 2026

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Dear Diary,

To the people reading this:

I'm 14,i will not say too much but i just want to know if anyone is in the same situations as me.I will try to update every day please write back to me if you have the same proplems.

I have been stuck in a depersonalisation controlling mind spiral,i cannot get out,it just keeps spinning.Every night i have vivid dreams that i can no longer control,some are still stuck in my mind from years ago. It keeps school bearable becuase im just in a movie right?

Not to detarealisation too,im going to talk about my day to day issues and some things i have noticed whilst this manic epidosde of my life. Music i love and listen to so much feels like its sometimes going at different paces,one time i will listen to it twice in a row without even noticing i did. I can listen to the same song once and the beat will be normal but the second time it will seem faster than before.If i watch something on tv and watch it again the second time will seem faster. I dont know if i am going insane or somthing.

Anyways thats all for today!

Yours truly,

BUNNII

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Anonymous1d ago

I'm almost a senior now but I can tell you I still remember some dreams I had in my teens. It's normal. As for the music and tv shows, it's also normal for the second time around to be faster. It's because you already saw it and your not as focused on it so it goes by faster. Happens with many repetitive things in life. No one remembers their drive to work last week or even yesterday and it seems before you know it you are at work. Same route everyday so you are on "autopilot" or routine. Sometimes you have other things on your mind and time passes without noticing when you are deep in thought.

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