April 08, 2026

Dear Diary,

what am I waiting for when I have no one to text me ?

Why I watch on notification when it vibrates? Why ?

Though I know I got none. Once I am active in everything but now it's not.

Is this what the author said existentialism.

In one Fyodor's book I astonished with his writing. He observed the buildings, he knows his neighbours but befriended with building (that's how I interpreted).

Now I feel him to know my surroundings and atlast being blocked by all.