March 24, 2026

Dear Diary, I am currently going through a rather difficult period in my life. I don't have any serious problems or workload in my studies. I'm having financial difficulties, but it's not so bad anymore because I received some government assistance.Well...

I associate myself with my phone. The battery is constantly low. Charges slowly. Discharges quickly.

I am now studying where I wanted.I live where I wouldn't mind living. It seems like I'm doing well overall. I have food. I have a place to live. I don't know.

I feel disconnected from the world. From what's happening around me. I don't feel it.. It's hard for me to do anything, only academic pressure pushes me. It's unclear what's going on in my head..I don't understand where so many fears, so much insecurity, so much disrespect for myself came from.

 It's hard to describe something. . I really want to sleep. This period of "something" coincided with a period of self-determination and self-formation, which complicates the situation. I think too much. I feel so insecure.  It feels like everyone around me thinks I'm weird. I mean the university community

I don't feel well

It feels like everyone at the uni class is judging me, but no one says it to my face.

I'll listen to music and go to sleep.

I feel inferior among them

I started remembering my first love, and this was the first sign of a crisis