March 22, 2026

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Dear Diary,

I really dont know what to do. Im an age regressor and my boyfriend is my caregiver, but hes horrible at answering his phone (we're long distance) and I have horrible abandonment anxiety/general anxiety when Im little. I know hes busy, but sometimes he'll be gone and when he comes back after hours of being 100% MIA he'll say he was hanging out with friends and just didnt answer/didnt check his messages and I always end up feeling like i got hurt over Something silly and need to apologize for it :( Its gotten to the point where when im little im worried to reach out or tell him because im starting to convince myself that im a bad little or he doesnt wanna be my CG anymore :( I know that theres a high chance nobody will evet read these, I just need a space to rant, even if its just to myself.

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RavenousMar 24, 2026

Hi, been there and it's not good you keep chasing him around. If you keep doing it, he'll drop you just like a hot potato. Man should not be chased, it should be the other way around.. Enjoy your time alone with family and friends. If he is really into you, he'll make an effort.. For sure, you know your worth.

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TashMar 23, 2026

cool

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unfilteredMar 23, 2026

u should fire him and hire a competent caregiver

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