March 15, 2026

First time writing here and I hope to do it more often. Today has been pretty lame if im being honest, stayed at home all day and my plans to go hang out with my friends got cancelled for tommorrow. I dont really know what to do for tmrw since i already stayed home all day today, i might go out and skate for a bit only if my brother is down tho. Recently life has been just so boring like its missing something. Idk, theres been alot of drama at my school recently that im apart of, i really dont care if im being honest its the end of 8th grade why should i care abt a group of 7th grade goons trying to fight me. Ive been really finding myself these past couple of months i feel, Im a teenage girl who like to wear oversized clothes. idk i think its pretty swag. And somedays i feel like a self diagnosed retard, my grades are absolutely terrible right now but again i dont care school honestly feels pointless, and my parents totally agree with me and dont mind my grades. My friends have been feeling kind of distant too, im not really sure. I think i miss somebody i cant go back too which sucks. I left this person on a bad note and i hate myself for it, i js want to see how they are doing. but yeah hope to right in here every night! <3

currently listening to Janice, by detahjae