March 09, 2026

Dear Diary, I haven't posted here in a long time. Thank you to Niraa who commented on my recent post! This was important to me because I was surprised that someone remembered me here:) 

 I've actually been in a strange state lately, but right now there's a thought that's bothering me more. 

I'm going to skip class today. I only have two lectures, and one is a history and the other is "technical". There's no point in taking history anyway, but another subject might be useful. However, I know that nothing bad will happen if I miss it, because these lectures are already incomprehensible and I will still learn everything on my own. I worry that if I skip them I will lose or miss something important, even though in fact I won't. Today I need a day to recover.I understand that I need to take a day off and be alone.

 So I have to accept it! I won't go to the lectures.

For now, I probably won't say anything more. It's morning. The birds are chirping beautifully outside, the weather should be quite warm today. I haven't figured out what to do yet. But I want to recover from these two days where I was constantly in communication with someone.