March 07, 2026

Dear Diary, i'm so jealous of my friend's, they're so beautiful and i'm just there, you know? boy's are all over them and i'm the ugly one, and it's so exhausting to be the one they always ask for advice or they ask me "this one is my ex but this one is knew and so much better! who do i talk to?" well shit i don't know, i've only had one boyfriend in my life and it wasn't a good relationship, and since that no boy has EVER want me, is not like a i want male validation, i just want to feel seen by one, is it to much to ask?