Dear Diary,
I've been friends with this guy for over a year, and ever since we met, we text every single day. Lately, though, my parents, friends, and even I have noticed that I smile very stupidly whenever I talk or text with him. Honestly, I think I might be falling for him. After not liking anyone for more than two years, suddenly catching feelings for him feels like wow.
What I love most about him is the way he treats me. He genuinely cares about me. If I do or drink something unhealthy, he gets mad and gives me a long lecture about why I shouldn’t do those things. Because of him, I’ve actually stopped those habits and feel motivated to be better. He always updates me about where he is, and even when he's busy, he checks in to ask how I'm feeling or if I’ve eaten.
When I was depressed, he would talk to me nonstop to help distract my mind and make me feel better. I trust him with all my heart, which is something I couldn’t say about anyone before I met him. He always notices when I’m feeling down or upset, and when I have my period, he brings me chocolate because he knows it helps with my cramps. Whenever he takes a long time to text me back (like just one hour), he always apologizes with a long message explaining why he couldn’t reply and saying how sorry he is and personally me, I think it's cute how he cares about the smallest things. Well in general, he's really really cute.
I like him a lot and sometimes I want to confess my feelings, but I’m scared it might ruin our friendship. He confuses me, and I don't know if he feels the same way, maybe because I’m the only girl he’s close to. I just don’t know what to do.
IMA FUCKING END UP CRASHING OUTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!