January 06, 2026

I'm tired of the lack of professionalism from the people I work with. You need to deliver something, so why not do it? Or at least try to deliver 90% of it?

I wish I could live in the countryside or work alone. Most of the time I feel incompetent every time I don't deliver what I promise, but when I see adults acting like irrational animals I feel a little less bad.

I wanted to write in giant letters something like: start acting your age.

It's like everything is about drinking, drugs, and sex, and everything else isn't that important. Why should I feel bad for you acting like maniacs?

This sucks, I feel like Ross in that Friends episode when he says the year is going to be amazing and on the second day he feels like crap.

It's depressing to compare myself to Ross.

I wish I were something like Phoebe, or Monica, I'd even accept Rachel's craziness and lack of common sense.

Fuck it!

I'm going to lie down and ignore all these spreadsheets.