Merry Christmas, guys
I’m sick and freezing.
Went on a date yesterday… it was so sweet, all the charm, care, and attention… I haven’t felt like this in a long time… I forgot how it is to be so important… I felt like a little princess..
Also I’d been feeling off since Tuesday, but didn’t really think much of it.
After being walked home so nicely, I just fell into a heavy mood and ended up drinking a whole bottle of champagne by myself.
Slept like crap all night, still can’t warm up, and my throat hurts like hell…
Why am I beating myself up for having a good time?
And why does it hurt so much that it wasn’t the person I’d been waiting for all this from?
And why does something like this make me feel like I just want to die?
Or is it just because I’m sick?..