June 17, 2025

 

Dear Diary,

Hi, 

I don't know why I am so aggressive these days.

I got drunk yesterday and I ended up picking a fight with AB, idk how the fight started but then I remember him saying things which made me more angry and I ended up calling his father as well...he was super angry after that...I said many mean things to him after that to hurt him and satisfy my ego as he always keeps his ego high.


But today when I woke up I don't remember everything but I know I made a blunder yesterday... everything is very complicated right now, I hope things go well and we may sort it out soon.


I am very anxious right now, I want to talk to him and make things better but I don't want to call him, I want to give him space.

And also, I want him to call me...


I sent an apology message to him...coz I know I said hurtful things to him, I know I wasn't in a good behaviour yesterday.

But also, I want him to call me and apologise as he also said things which were enough to trigger me to that level.

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