Dear Diary, I have my CXC exam in May and I feel fucking stuck. I'm constantly procrastinating and not studying; my goal is to be valedictorian but how I could I ever be valedictorian? that's the question I ask myself. My plan b is to unalive myself if I fail because I got ranked second for the first time (I usually rank 1st) and my grandmother wasn't happy I mean she looked disappointed and started pressurizing me.
TEA
Theres this guy in school and he has a crush on me, he asked me to marry him outta the blues and like everyone ships us together but my dream guy is rich obviously, tall, athletic, has a big back, kind personality IM TALKING THE STARS MUST ALIGN, gamer, hot, obsessed w me, intelligent and the list goes on.....he's merely tall, athletic and kind but not entirely my type ughh like idfk what to do!
Tbh I rather my lover be some lines in some songs than a man w today's society. UGH HES ALSO POETIC fml