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Dear Diary,


Alright, let me get this straight. I have no will to live at all. No matter how hard I try I don't see myself getting anywhere in future. I am not saying I am giving up hope, but what else can I do.


I am probably at my lowest and I think I might be using my last few days of energy. I am using that energy to be productive, some times. But nonetheless I am trying. I know that the only thing that is going to come up in a few month is disaster.


I don't want help because I know it is going to be useless. Wherever I go and search I can not find a single thing that will help me live on with life. I try to be motivated but no matter who or what, you can not get me motivated. I don't know why it is this way. It's just so disappointing knowing that you are trying but there is no result.


I don't know, what do I do? At this point just expect a miracle. And yeah, I am not going to KMS, don't go calling my local authority. It's stupid, "Why can't you just get help", they'll never get it. 
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Flew 🕊️✓
Mar 19, 2025 · 43 views

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Flew 🕊️Mar 24, 2025

@Ink_heart Thank you, I will keep that in my mind.

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ink_heartMar 20, 2025

The fact that you're still trying, even when it feels like there's no point, shows incredible strength. Even in your darkest moments, you're pushing forward, and that’s something to be proud of. It's okay to not have all the answers. No one expects you to have everything figured out or to feel motivated every second of the day. What you’re doing, just existing and trying, is enough. Even when it feels like there's no progress, every small step is part of a bigger picture that you might not see right now. You're building something within yourself, even when it feels invisible. Keep going ! You are stronger than you know Take care

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