Dear Diary,
List of bothersome things lately
It takes me way too long to do things. I get too distracted. Brainrot.
Dealing with someone on a regular basis who says weird shit to me/ tells me way too much. That's part of life, I guess. Having to deal with uncomfortable situations/people like that. What is it about me that makes it comfortable for them though? Have I really come across as the same type of person, to where they feel comfortable sharing unsavory aspects of themselves? I feel like I've changed strange aspects of myself, but do I still seem the same to people? I don't want to be. I have closed that chapter, and luckily haven't had major issues with that. I know this is vague, and I won't elaborate.
Inaction.
I'm slowly trying to tamper down on certain addictions.
My work is being hindered by others who do NOT work at all. If you want to be a fuck up- fine. But I have to rely on you to get my work done. What the fuck have I done to deserve this treatment? This apathy? I've always been nice and respectful. What's the goddamn issue? Why don't you just quit if you don't want to do the work and kill yourself already?
Just kidding of course. No one should kill themselves.
The best part is the boss is friends with this person, so nothing is ever going to change 🙄
I was restless without the Nyquil yesterday (it ran out). Bought some today. Hopefully, the sniffles will go away.