Dear Diary,
lol just read through my past diaries, i guess i've been suffering from the same issues over and over,
man now , i'm at the same point as i'm 2 years ago , my self esteem is the same low af,
well i have 4 months to change something about that , and i wish i could achieve something by the end of this
period, i'll try to do some sport to save my body , it's been stagnent for over like 5y which is absordu
also have to make new connection , it will be cool if i can make some money as well, what's more is now i have some chest pain, an i keep thinking about it been irreversable dmg , hope it's not , ramadan is near too , have to take the opportunity to go back to god and manage my life on a higher level , after all life is but low .
that's it now i made the decision, i'll take respnsability for it , and i believe i can pull something great by myself and test new intestable things.