Dear Diary,
Life is deep shit. (06:00 PM)
Hi,
Hi again at 9 PM. I left the note incomplete that time coz I got involved in something else. Life is deep shit coz my life is going like a deep shit right now. The year 2024 has not brought anything great in my life which brought immense happiness or something similar or less. This year has had been very harsh to me in every terms. Things were quite okay till May, things started being still okay kinda till July-August, things started falling from August mid or later and one of the reason is Aman leaving Social Panda...I used to take harsh decisions and put it all on him to announce it to people. I had many huge arguments with him at times but still felt that he is important for the work purpose so sorted things out. But I also thought that I will be able to manage all the things by my own and there I failed. All the things started happening at once and I failed to focus on everything. A lot of travelling, distractions, overwhelmed feelings and so on...
And even today also, I am not able to dedicate proper hours to my work, say it my procrastination or anything...but I am only the biggest reason of the failure.Coz of my laziness, some of the potential clients are delaying things. Coz of my not talking too much or frequently with clients or not calling them at all had ended up loosing 4-5 clients. So, I am the biggest reason.