Dear Diary,
I have struggled for the past two weeks or so with keeping on task etc. I have been wondering if it is because of the new moon. Whatever the reason, I think I have gotten out of the slump and am now back on track with new ideas. And boy do I have them!
I want a transformation. I have often re-invented myself but haven't in a long time and feel that it is LONG overdue. I gained a lot of weight after my emergency C-scetion and then the pandemic hit causing me to not be able to exercise properly. (Once I tried doing sweating to the oldies at home and it landed me in the hospital.) But now that we have moved and our neighborhood is safe I can walk a lot more. And I am going to keep very close tabs on what I eat.
But it's not just that. I once watched a documentary about how Lou Perlman put NSYNC into a sort of boy band boot camp to get them used to performing and getting their signature style together. I have decided to do my version of this. Of course I don't want to be in a boy band. But I can use that formula to work on the things I need.
Of course I still have my daily chores and I have to do book reviews but I can do that and this too if I carefully plan correctly.
I know I won't reach my goal of Christmas or even New Years but maybe I can make my goal Valentines Day.
And I am going to work on everything from head to toe inside and out.
The first thing I am going to experiment on is my hair. It looks awful. I am going to spend this entire week trying to figure out if I can make it look half way decent with the tools I have and if not I am going to get a beleiveable wig. I am over it looking terrible every day.
I have to take advance of the fact that no one knows me here and I can really create everything with a new slate. And I will practice everything.
The people here are so narrow-minded and stuffy. I will have to do some pretending. I will fill you in on it all later.