August 12, 2024

Dear Diary, I'm trying. Today was hard and i almost hurt into tears multiple times and i let out a few but not fully as i quickly composed myself, wiped tears, calmed myself and quickly washed my face and put a smile on. I know im not the only person with problems but sometimes I just want to explode because I'm always expected to be everything else but what I feel. So happy. I'm happy. I'm okay.