is it me, or is it them?
am i not enough or do they ask for too much?
am i too much or can they handle very less?
am i at fault or can they not see my right?
i dont know, i dont even think it matters, because at the end of the day, i feel like an outsider, in my own home, with my own friends, if its all even mine to begin with......
i hope i can find peace within myself because im sick and tired of running after people. if they see my worth and wish to stay, good or else they can leave.
i hate to hate people, how do i avoid feeling such negative emotions towards people i call my own?