May 04, 2024

Dear Diary,

The feeling of hopelessness has been very strong lately. I  see other people living their lives and being genuinely happy, doing what they want, having deep and genuine connections, and I think, “I’m never going to have that.” 

I feels like I will never get anything that I want out of my life. I already feel like it’s over. I’m afraid I’m going to be miserable for the rest of my life.