Dear ghost, I am feeling blue. I mostly feel blue for a couple of years now. I am struggling with life, finances, friends leaving the city we lived together, my psychology after break-ups, traumas and etc. I could not back myself up bu myself, it is really hard to end some habits and transform them into something better. At the same time, life throws new different responsibilities, so i freeze. I try, i try but i freeze most of the time. I need money but it cannot come just by itself and it is also hard to find new thing and make new connections. So it is interesting and hard for me. I know I can fix it. But where is the start button?