Dear Diary,it's me again!! After 30 minutes i decided to write again...
I feel like i haven't shared enough in the last note but i don't really feel like living anymore. The more I think about it, the more i feel confused and lost in what's happening in my life right now. I mean gosh i can't even picture a future for myself, I don't see myself having a job or even a future in general! The more i'm at home, the more i feel like an outsider. Even my family thinks i'm crazy!! I don't know what to do... I think i may be relapsing again or something... I'm confused and lazy to do most common things and i'm also thinking a lot about ending things... Please help i don't know what to do.
Might update tomorrow!!
-Arthoria