EVER THOUGHT OF NOT CELEBRATING OR SPENDING TIME ALONE, LIKE ALL ALONE ON YOUR BIRTHDAY? THEN THIS MEANS YOUR LIFE ISN'T LIFEING......YOU WON'T BE ABLE TO UNDERSTAND THIS FEELING UNLESS YOU HAVE FELT THAT.....WE ALL HAVE TO ADMIT BUT WE ALL WERE ALWAYS EXCITED ABOUT OUR BIRTHDAY WHEN WE WERE YOUNG AND MAYBE IT'S BECAUSE WE WERE IN A BETTER PLACE IN LIFE BUT NOW WE AREN'T.....LIFE IS COMPLICATED AND PEOPLE ARE TOXIC.....AS YOU GROW UP, YOU REALISE THIS WORLD IS LONELY AND THAT'S WHEN YOU LOSE THE EXCITEMENT OF CELEBRATING YOUR BIRTHDAY BECAUSE OF THOSE WHO HAVE DEEPLY HURT YOU OR INCIDENT THAT BROKE YOU INSIDE.....LIFE IS FULL OF PAIN AND HOPE, SOMETIMES LIFE GIVES US HOPE AND SOMETIMES YOU FIND HOPE.....SOME HUMANS HURT US AND SOME GIVE US HOPE....BEING AROUND PEOPLE WHO ARE CONSTANTLY GIVING YOU HOPE TO LOVE YOURSELF AND YOUR LIFE IS WHEN YOU START TO HEAL.....WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE CELEBRATING YOUR BIRTHDAY AGAIN, THAT MEANS YOU ARE SURROUNDED BY GOOD PEOPLE AND ENERGY AGAIN...I KNOW IT'S NOT EASY TO FIND THIS FEELING TRUST ME WHEN YOU FIND IT, YOU FEEL AN EASE