March 09, 2024

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Dear Diary,


Lol first things first. I had a dream about Ian last night, we went on a casual date, crashing into old pubs drinking wine? The dream was fun though. Today was a long day. 14 assignments pending, I already have several rough drafts ready, deadline is in May. Anyway, I haven't heard anything from my crush. I've been thinking about him all day long while I'm busy, it's not even funny anymore. How do you un-crush someone?  


Update about a friend of mine who's mother passed away recently. She hasn't replied to my texts at all and I don't want to push her to talk to me. I bought an Al-Quran set gift for her along with a gift card since it'll be Ramadhan soon. But she hasn't replied yet so I'm not sure if she got it..


And also another update about some old friends of mine. Their birthdays were just a few days ago. I saw her messages saying she never forgot about me or something like that. Yeah.. I'd be lying if I said I don't miss them. 


There's a part of me that feels like my presence in people's life isn't all that significant. So it's hard for me to believe that people actually care. If I'm gone from people's lives one day, will people notice? Will they feel sad and look for me? 

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SkyMar 10, 2024

so grateful for your perspective on this. have a good day too, barthez!

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BarthezMar 10, 2024

Most people do care about others. I don't have that many friends, but I do have a lot of 'people I get by in a good way without going out'. But I care for both groups. But the thing is that I feel that most people care for each other, but that they simply don't tell it anymore against other humans. I am sometimes guilty of that too. We take to much for granted. I'm sure you would be missed. Have a good day!

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