Dear Diary,
I like how messed up this year has been. It's batshit crazy and I still love it.. it's literally unbelievable.. I got what I wanted. If not a 100%, it's still no less than 80%. I'll be sad if and when the time comes, not now. Tbh I only wanted 80%. I had asked for temp. I'm scared of permanent. So I literally got what I had asked for.
Last night was good as well. Communication is always better if done positively.
And as they say, the truth shall set you free, I got free from a few sad thoughts. And now I know it's not a lie.
I know this post might not make sense to me later but I must remember that I'm experiencing what I hadn't. Ever. So I should enjoy these moments, There are so many emotions that I'm experiencing rn. Because ultimately I'll find my peace back, so I should enjoy the chaos. It's unpredictable and thrilling.
Btw, I found a lofi singer. Wow!!
I'm happy ♥️