January 22, 2024

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Dear Stranger,

As always, I was an idiot and I didn't go to the pharmacy Friday so now I've been going cold turkey from anti depressants for 24 hours. There's nothing quite as a weird as anti depressant withdrawal. I feel like my brain zaps every time I look around, I'm out of breath at any movement I make, I feel like my head is filled my mulch. I've never felt anything like it before. Uuuuuuugh I do this almost every month and every time it's the same. Is my brain just completely incapable of organising itself? Or does it do it on purpose just so it makes me suffer more?

Either way, it's ridiculous.

Lydia Rose ✓

Jan 22, 2024 · 44 views

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Lydia Rose Jan 25, 2024

Im doing okay stranger, thank you for caring enough to write this, it made me feel really warm... You know what, i might just re watch Coco (and bawl my eyes out), snuggle in my softest blanket and rub my legs together like a cricket.... it seems you're not doing so well yourself, so heres a gigantic bear hug from me too, youre lovely 💛

solivagantJan 24, 2024

I know this post has almost two days, but how are you feeling? I hope you got your medication, and I hope you're okay. I hope you took a warm shower, made yourself some tea and is watching a movie while snuggling your favorite blanket. I love to watch Pixar movies while I'm feeling down, my favorite is Coco, the Spanish Dub version, I watch it at least once a year — every second of November, like a tradition. I always cry at the end, and sometimes I sing Recuerdame out loud even though my Spanish is rubbish. It feels like home. I hope you're safe. This stranger is sending you a real tight, bear-like hug. Be well.

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