Dear June,
that painful memory...that trauma is hitting me again. I hate it now. It seems that I'm sometimes afraid of the same thing happening agan...at this point its scary, even learning to trust people is scary...im afraid, and...tired. Thankfully, I'm really happy with my relationship with my girlfriend at the moment, and she makes me so happy, and I trust her with everything in my body and I know that she would never do anything to break my trust or break my heart. I love her so much. Thanks for letting me rant, June.
- Shay