Dear Diary,
I miss home. I'll be visiting soon and I just can't wait. Everything around me is changed and I have no idea why I want to feel like my past self again even If it's for a little time. I still have a ton of assignments that I need to complete but I wasted today.I feel so bad about it.
I stopped myself for nth time from texting him today. I don't know what to do at this point? Should I just give in? Keep waiting ?
Ughhh it's tooooo frustrating. I hate him so much(it's a lie).