entry #3?

i want my parents to leave me alone. idc if they even fucking die atp. the only person i want in my life rn is my bf. i js wish everyone else would leave me alone. im so done with everyone and everything. my actions are me CRYING FOR HELP AND NO ONES EVEN FUCKING LISTENING EXECPT FOR KOLE. i js want to talk to him forever and ever. i hate school, i hate my friends, i hate my family. nobody gets me. nobody cares about me. nobody hears me or pays attention to me. everybody js assumes that im a perfect person with no flaws or emotions js because i always have a smile on my face and im always laughing. i js want someone to talk to.