Today has been a little tough. My step son keeps hurting my feelings. I need to understand he is a child, he does not understand that me and his dad are the ones that do EVERYTHING for him. Last week, I went to school FOR him. His dad didn't want him to be going home early. But I had told him I would or his dad would. I have no idea what to do. I have tried with this relationship more than what I can say I have tried in many other ones. I really do not know what I should do. These baby mamas are useless and I am tired of their kids treating me like shit. I do not deserve it from the mothers or the kids. I have even tried to play games with him. He keeps saying he is bored at home. You are how you make it. He wants to do things outside of the house, but we cannot when we have to cater to his food liking and his game system budget. This is not right! From either kid!!
I want to walk out, They aren't even mine, Which I keep hearing, Over, Over, And over again. Complete BS! That's my rant for now, He also has said he wants to go live over there, As if he has it so bad here. He gets WHATEVER he wants!!
Day OO1 | Mood: Sad & Tired
SOUL THERAPY
Gratitude for what you have will pave the way for more to be grateful for. It's important to be grateful for the small + big things each day.
Take some time today to reflect on all that you are grateful for. List them below.
1. Bed
2. My own house
3. Pets
4. mom
5. sister
6. family
7. food
8. drinks
9. job
10. friends
11. being able to afford things i want