Also to the one person who told me to not run away with the older guy. I feel like I need to give more context here as I probably exaggerated the situation and I am sorry. I am in my late teens so he is in his mid 20's. I promise that he is truly a great person. If I were to "runaway" with him I can't imagine that happening soon because I would have to immigrate to a new country, so to do that I need to get a degree in the desired work force there and save money to actually get there because the guy works a dead-end retail job and lives with his parents. Essentially IF we were to live together I would have to be the breadwinner which is perfect for me because the career I want makes lots of money to support 2 people. I would probably convince him to be a house husband mostly because I despise cleaning but I am willing to cook and do laundry and help where he needs help. Basically I would be the one in control.
Did I mention that he is a great guy? like he reminds me of an old slow moving golden retriever who still loves his people. I don't really know how to explain how non-dangerous this guy is other than his social media feed literally filled with animals.
Idk maybe I am getting tricked by a master manipulator it is hard to tell.