January 16, 2023

Every time I see a father showing love for his daughter, I wish I had a father who could give me a hug and ask about my friends after I got home from school. Why does my father seem so strange? Why can't he behave in the same way as those fathers who will go through anything to be with their daughters? I hope he could make his own children glad to have him as a parent instead of fucking people because all he cares about is getting money and making people proud. When I see families having fun and being nice to one another, it makes me cry because I don't have it and ask myself why dont i have that?. Or maybe I don't have that because this life is a test.