Dear Diary, it’s been long hasn’t it I have no clue where to start my love life my relationship with my friends school etc it’s going to be a long one we will start with love life it all started with a guy whom I never thought of anything other than a classmate I was never interested in him but when one girl got interested in him I still didn’t care she left school and all I got to know him and while we talked it felt as if it was just me and him he would hold my hand and tease me even though he did kinda like messing with other girls to clarify he just liked stealing their stuffs what I mean is that he would always sit next to me all the time and I liked his company he held my hands occasionally he even tried coloring while holding my hand I loved those moments he had friends whom I never liked he was so different from them and all fast forward I added him on snap started texting and he asked who I was he said he didn’t know I thought he was joking but irritated me was the fact he asked for a pic HES JUST LIKE EVERY MAN I found out he was talking to the other girl and fell out of love I wonder why but to sum it all up I’m done with men and from 2023 my goal will only be to pass my exams trust me when I say I will make it my whole personality.
I have made great friends but sometimes their jokes can get the best out of me but l learned to deal with it and they got me gifts which I’m grateful for🫥
School has been kinda boring by that I mean I don’t think I’m going to do my exams may June but hopefully I do at least one
I have gotten into a bad addiction it’s not what u think but I’ll try my best to get out of it for this small holiday I will bring back my alter ego that would rule 2023 from now on I will write my diary as my ulterior her name will be Athena she will be self centered and only care what benefits her she will not eat all the time just coz of her friends her studies come first as well as her self care she would master her emotions and not laugh all the time even when lonely she will always be ok she will go to an Ivy League school no matter what