Dear No one,
As I reflect my life throughout this year, all I could think of is that I am still a shit person, or maybe worse. For sure I have done so many bad decisions, some of them I regret but mostly I don't care anymore. I don't know what I'm doing with my life. I feel like I am not doing enough and I am now getting left behind. I'm really scared because I don't know if I can survive the real life. I am too stuck-up in my head maybe that's the main problem. I just want a life away from this world. I wish for my existence to be erased with no traces left. I know I am not meant for this world anyway, I am just one of those filler who'se life isn't really remarkable.