November 06, 2022 •2• , Again.. not again.. please not again…

Fucking everything is gonna fall apart again.. fucking stoepit school is gonna start again and me getting used again, fucking nico that calls me just for my nahida and fuck me cuz when I am like him he leaves the fucking call ARE THAT FUCKING BITCHY, YOU CANT EVEN TAKE A TASTE OF UR OWN MEDICINE 

FUCK YOU

AND THIS GOD DAMN SCHOOL THATS GONNA START AGAIN WITH THAT STOEPIT TEACHER THAT PUT A TEST FUCKING JUST AFTER THE BREAK

HOW MUCH DO U WANT FROM ME

I CANT TZKE THIS

I WORK SO FUCKING HARD FOR U AND ITS NEVER GOOD ENOUGH, THIS ALSO FOR U NICO ILY BUT U HURT ME SO BAD

WHY ME WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS? ? ?? ?? ????

I should be emotionless that would be perfect a machine that just works 24/7

Then they would maybe treat me a bit right….