Dear Diary,
I tried forcing feeling away from Nick.
It didn't work.
I think even if I try, there will always be feelings, even if they're not as heavy as before.
Same with Wade.
He's always going to be the guy I wave to in the hallway and dab up.
He'll always be my best friend.
But no matter what, I'll never loose feelings for him.
And Ashton, lol.
I've liked him for a while but he's dating someone.
No matter what, I'll always wait for him on the bus.
I'll always talk to him, and comfort him when Addison leaves him.
I'll always be excited for him to be a butthole to me.
Lol.
He'll always be my best friend.
Anyways, there's a guy who likes me!
His name is Owen Giesey.
He plays soccer and he's a senior.
I think I'll ask him out?
I reallllllyyyyy like him.
He was flirting with me yesterday, and he's adorable.
He has a lisp, just like me.
He's literally amazing.
Like I'm in love with this kid.
(Kid, but he's older than me? Kk.)
He's in my first period, and he sits behind me.
Sometimes I sit in the back, and he constantly makes eye contact with me when I do.
There's too much to say, I couldn't possibly say it in words.