Dear Diary, I went to obgyn, finally. And just swallowed my first pill. I am very nervous because I read it could change how I look. I want to keep my body like this so I am scared. And also if I start getting period again, it means I get pms or something too. Meh😒 I need to be careful about what I eat… Meh 😒 But I don’t want get aged faster than others. So… it will be okay I guess. I did right thing.