September 20, 2022


Dear Diary,

Today I worked on my indoor garden, and painted 6 of my nails after a long unneeded ride. I enjoyed the ride don't get me wrong, I just really needed to get stuff done. I guess the depression is hitting harder then I thought. I'm finally back with my husband and kids. But it's not really going as well as I thought it would be. I mean it is, just mentally I don't think I'm with the program yet. For the last 2 years it's been just me and tom. But now he's in rehab and I can't even talk to him. They say it's hard for drug addicts but try being the one in love with th drug addict. I'm just trying to move on with my life from all the problems he caused me. I know he's bad for me. But I can't seem to get him off my mind. It's like my own Jacob and Edward story. Except it's a complete nightmare.