You know that feeling you get
when you really just want to write something
beautiful and meaningful and you just want to write it
for someone TRULY special,
but you just can't seem to find the correct words anymore,
and that's not because you have fallen out of love with them,
but because you just love them so so much and so so strong,
and so so unconditionally that you can't
even explain your love anymore?
You know, when you just want to tell them
how much you truly miss them,
how much they truly mean to you,
and that you can live without them,
but life without them is barely
livable, survivable, and so so meaningless?
You know, when you just want to tell them
how much you truly love them, how much you want
to see them once again, because there's this sort of emptiness
in your life that no longer has their presence in it?
You know, when you just want to tell them
that you imagine, no envision your future with them?
You know, when you just want to tell them,
that you want to spend the rest of your life with them
and that no other person won't ever
cross your mind, because they truly are
the only one for you?
You know, when you just want to tell them
that you see them as part of your fate, part of your destiny,
and part of the purpose and part
of the meaning of your life?
You know, when you just want to tell them how beautiful,
how amazing, how special, how extraordinary, how remarkable,
how incredible, how magnificent, how unique, and how one of a kind,
they truly are?
I have this feeling all the time. I want to tell them so so much
that I miss their laughter and that I miss their smile,
I want to tell them so so much,
that I miss their presence in my life.
My love for them is unconditional,
and even though I am no longer close to them,
even though I am no longer in their life,
I still love them and I will always love
them with all of my heart.
And that's something that's never
ever going to change.