Dear Diary, I have 10 more days to join work. Literally, this is my first job. I'm at home doing nothing for past 3 months (since I graduated 3 months back). I'm doing nothing right now. I'm feeling so bored. I have many tasks to do. I just couldn't make myself to do them. I'm left with no motivation. Every day, I plan what to do and write resolutions in my book............and forget them. There's a saying, “An idle mind is the devil's workshop”. Being idle is so harder than I imagined. I want something to work on seriously, not menial tasks at home. I consider house chores and errands are tasks which I have to do. I don't place any interest in them. It's like some of my responsibilities. I hope I can sort my mind, at least after I joined.
And about the gym. I'm going gym for 15 days, I see no change. Moreover, I've put on weight!! what the fuckkkk bruhhhhh ??????????? Life sucks too much !!! I'm losing interest in that too.