Dear Diary, I feel my life is like soap opera. So I vented about my ex to my best friend last week. He was very supportive. And here comes the moment, he confessed that he likes me! I had mixed feelings about it. Gosh! I just had a break-up. I want to heal and focus on myself. I asked him time to think about this cuz my feelings were everywhere. And the next day I got to know that he's my distant cousin! Pooff! He was very disappointed about the news. Now, I don't have to think about anything. I feel like my brain is so messed up. ugh !