July 13, 2022

I’m listening to Baareshein at 2am. I refrain from sad/romantic songs at night but today I just felt so idk why. I just can’t get the thought of going away for five years out of my head. It’s haunting me like anything else. Ik it’s for my own good but idk about the whole long distance thingy. It sucksssss especially for a Capricorn who needs to know the plan but here I just don’t know what’s going to happen at the end. This unsurety will kill me