Dear Diary,
I had one of the ugliest fights ever with Bae... So, he wants me to switch to a new company soon, I also want that but my lazy ass has not finished the CV yet.
He kept telling me to do it, I said I would but since more than 6 months I kept telling I would finish by this week but didn't.
He started overthinking I am not career oriented and thought I am lying to him by saying I will do it.
Now today, I focused on work, was 100% productive today... But I didn't think of calling him in the morning, he was expecting I should have called him as I knew he was upset, but my mind was to stop my lazy characteristics... I am trying different ways since some time and finally found ways which work for me.
Now, today he is saying he doesn't want to talk to me , I tried to convince him but he is like I dont care so from now onwards he won't do anything I say... But that should not happen... I do all other stuffs, just I had some issues which made me not want to try changing job so I didn't make CV.
He is super upset and said if I ever lie to him one more time, it will be it. Hearing this I lost my temper, so I said don't talk if you need to give me threats like that. Now he texted, "I want to die"
I wish I change my attitude and I wish he starts to feel happy again.