Dear Diary,
Fvck, I feel thrash again like those days when I wrote similar diaries.
I sleep more than enough just to wait for notifications on school and scholarship matters but most of all, to wait if any of my friends or persons I like messaged me.
Then sleep again if there's no notification so as to fast forward the day. Then wake up hungry, eat, bath, scroll on social media, read books in advance, manga, yt, or some censored videos, just boring,
I feel bored, damn bored
I guess I need to initiate talking to them. I don't need to study in advance & watch entertainment this time. I badly needed a human I can talk to and I can share a smile and laughter.
Ok let's do this today. I have to get up from this bed and do something.