Dear Diary, This is day three of my new tea habit and i believe it's paying off already. My insides don't hurt as much anymore and I have more energy.
I'm trying to unlearn being a perfectionist. I believed that if i did everything damn near perfect i could avoid heavy criticism and feel better about myself. I've learned that doing this can make people feel less than and still they will criticize you and that it hinders you from any true productivity.
I have a bad procrastination habit thanks to a flawed perspective. I trying to be more of. an imperfectionist now.
The only people who criticize heavily are those with not much going on for themselves anyway, or people with loser mentalities. I don't do it for them so im not worried about them.
im the right tree in the wrong climate. gotta change the weather conditions of my mind and bear some fruit. wont all be perfect but excellence is close enough and more than most are willing to do for themselves.